Thursday, December 1, 2011
Angel from my past
Yesterday I had a present life regression of sorts done on me. I've been working with someone who specializes in EMDR which is a type of therapy to help reprogram memories that may be traumatic. That's the simple explanation. Yesterday we were working with a memory from when I believe myself to be about two. We went back into this memory just like you would in a past life regression. It always amazes me the detail I am able to recall. I remembered exactly what my room looked like, the crib I was in, how I felt at the time and so on. We were about a half hour into working with this memory and I was describing the anxiety I had felt and all of a sudden I was blown away by what I was seeing. I am still baffled by it today. I will describe it as best I can in case any of you have seen something similar.
While I was in my crib, a amber ball of light began to form. The color of it was just warm and amazing. This was no small orb. I would guess it about 2 feet in height? Based on what I was seeing. The center or core of it was glowing the most amazing comforting color I have ever seen. As it moved away from the center the light got a bit fainter, and around the edges was a shimmering white light. Not huge sparkles, just a "oooh pretty" type of shimmer. Bear with me as it's very hard to articulate what I saw. It also had a flame like pattern as it moved away from the core? Not flames, but that swirly type of misty pattern. Sortof like you would see in a plasma ball. I attempted to find a picture or create a picture and was having no luck. More frustrated because I couldn't get it to look exactly as I wanted. There was a very subtle music coming from it. I mean barely audible, but it was beautiful. The biggest thing I remember is the sensation I felt during it. I was completely awestruck. I was immediately calmed and just absolutely mesmerized. I knew in that moment that everything was going to be fine. Everything was good and loving. As I struggled to describe it in the regression I compared it to an angel. I do believe that's what it was.
Another thing that stands out to me is how familiar the sensation was that I felt in that moment. I have felt this several times throughout my life. One key time I really remember this sensation was when I saw almost a full-bodied apparition of my grandfather. I was just mesmerized. Didn't want to move, involved in the moment. Body almost tingling with love and this warm sensation. After it happened I was like what in the world was that! Did I really just see that! But in the moment none of that went through my mind.
So I put this out there to all of you, as I know many of you who read my blog have the gift of sight as well, have you ever seen or heard of anything like this? I read some bits here and there on google that angels or spirit guides can show up as orange energy. I'm assuming I saw it so clearly as I was around two and hadn't schooled myself not to see at that point in my life. It was just the most beautiful loving experience. So I wanted to share. I'm still having my did I really see that moments, but I honestly believe, because the sensation was so familiar to me that it was what I saw that day. The detail was incredible.
Love and Blessings,